Total pages in book: 97
Estimated words: 94686 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 473(@200wpm)___ 379(@250wpm)___ 316(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 94686 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 473(@200wpm)___ 379(@250wpm)___ 316(@300wpm)
“Do you see this beautiful pussy?” I opened my legs and stroked my moist lips. “It’s so hungry for you.” I dipped my finger inside of me and rocked with a rhythm that surely Chase missed.
He pretended he didn’t want me. Lies. It was all lies—to himself, to me, stupid poisonous lies.
Do you see him? Do you see how beautiful he really is? I told you. I said to you the day I met this gorgeous man. I said, “That is the man I will kill for.” And you never believed me. You’re such a foolish little person.
“Wendy.” Chase took four steps my way and raised the gun so that it was level with my face. “Did you kill them?”
“Who? I’ve killed a lot, so when you ask, make sure you let me know who.” I stopped fingering myself and brought my fingers to my aching nipples. Shivers of pleasure ran through me as I toyed with them, the exact same way Chase used to play with those points.
Come to me, lover. If only for the last time.
It caught him off guard. The fondling cracked his mask a little. I knew if I could crack it even more, then maybe we would be fucking instead of this odd dance of death that he’d somehow initiated.
“Did you kill Yancy, Vicky, and—”
“Sure. Now fuck me.” I widened my legs some more.
“No.” With a look of disgust, he positioned the point of the gun to the middle of my forehead. “I-I just had to know.”
“Why?”
“Because I ’don’t want you to die unless you are actually guilty.”
“And what am I guilty of again?”
“Their deaths.”
“Ah, but it was all self-defense. Those women tried to ruin us.”
“Us?” He quirked his eyebrows.
How dare he?
“Us!” I screamed and jumped up. My breasts jiggled with the movement. Strands of my hair covered the floor. I’d been pulling it out as I stood by the window and talked to you.
And you thought it was so funny when I yanked out those strands. So fucking funny? Now what do you think? Now who’s laughing?!
I chuckled. “Us, you son of a bitch. These women tried to destroy us, from the roots. And you!” I spat the last word out. Sometimes Chase needed to be disciplined. It was more of Dawn’s job. I was the one who licked his wounds. Not today, I would have to change this. And if he expected Jasmine to still be in our arrangement then maybe she would be the one to heal his injuries. I was number one now.
“Stay right there, Wendy.” He directed the gun’s target to my chest.
“Or what? You’ll shoot me.”
“Yes.”
“But you’ll shoot me regardless.” I winked at him, but remained where I was.
“Yes.”
“Could I convince you to not kill me?”
“No.”
What little hope I had vanished right there.
You knew he would kill me. . .didn’t you?
“Why, Chase? Why?”
“Because I don’t think you would stop going after Jasmine.”
I won’t.
“I’ll stop.” I tossed him a weak smile. “I’ve forgiven her now.”
He shook his head. “I’m sorry, Wendy, but I don’t believe you. I think you’ll keep going after her until she’s gone, and I can’t let that happen. I did care for you and because of that, I’m the one who will take care of you. No one else, especially not Benny.” He put his hand into his pocket, pulled out a small bottle of pills, and threw them at me.
I caught them. “What’s this?”
“Sleeping pills. You would have to take a lot of them but—”
I threw the bottle back at him. “No. If you kill me, let it be with blood pouring out of a hole in my chest, right where my heart used to be.” I punched the area between my breasts. “You devoured it. You know that, right? You stripped me away until I was nothing. Peel. Peel. I took the pain. Peel! Peel! Peel! Loving you always hurt and felt so good at the same time. I imagine your love is the feeling a mouse must feel right as he’s trapped in a snake’s mouth. It takes time, you know? Time for the mouse to be ingested. So much time. Inch by inch he’s being burned and liquefied, mashed and molded to fit this beast’s stomach—”
“Your family will be taken care of. Do you have any last wishes?”
“Make sure my father is shot and buried right next to me. That’s my wish, you son of a bitch.” My throat dried. “No one saved me when Dad took me. No one. Lucy was always lucky to have you and Dawn there. You saved her, but never did you save me.”
“I didn’t know.”
“But you took the time to know what I looked like when I was naked. You took the time to watch me give you blow job after blow job.” Tears fell from my eyes. “And then you didn’t save me once we all got together. You just took from me like all men did. It was your fantasy, buddy. Yours! Peel. Peel. Rip. Rip. All of our hearts were nothing. You tore us apart and then let that poisonous bitch in to finish the job.”