Total pages in book: 157
Estimated words: 145088 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 725(@200wpm)___ 580(@250wpm)___ 484(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 145088 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 725(@200wpm)___ 580(@250wpm)___ 484(@300wpm)
Dex poked the cake, as if asking if he could have more. “Wouldn’t that be the prime place for gay sex?”
Hammer stalled. “Well… maybe. I know it was happening, but not always with everyone’s consent. Didn’t want to attract the attention of the older boys, because at the time I wasn’t as strong or capable as I am now,” he said with a shrug.
“Oh…” Dex frowned and lowered his fork. “I see. Tough. I got this bad reputation at school that I’d suck anyone’s dick, but at least that didn’t feel dangerous. Humiliating though. I was just horny and gave BJs to a couple of guys I found hot, but some of them had to make a big deal out of it instead of keeping it under wraps and enjoying the free head. Kinda stupid of them, if you ask me.”
Hammer leaned in, pulling Dex closer as his chest tightened. For a moment, a part of the joyful flicker so ubiquitous in Dex’s gaze had dimmed, and he hated seeing it happen. “I’m sorry. Do you want to… talk about it?”
“Not really, but… I want to tell you something I could never tell anyone.” Dex took a deep breath, glancing up. “The guy that started running his mouth about me, he was the first guy I ever topped. I think he freaked out and wanted to show off how not-gay he was by putting all the negative attention on me. I took it in stride, because why would I deny that I love dick? But people don’t act like they do in teen movies, all accepting and shit. No one wanted to be friends with me. Even this one obviously gay drama class kid told me I was giving the ‘LGBT community’ a bad name. What the fuck, you know? People like that always try to suck up to the straights and don’t see it will eventually bite their asses. Go and marry, have kids, and do the picket fence shit, but let me be me!
“Anyway, so that summer, when the guy who told everyone I offered to suck his cock, and lied that he refused, went on vacation with his family, I set their house on fire.”
Dex sported a proud little smirk when he looked past Hammer, remembering. “Never got caught.”
Hammer had expected this to be a real sob story, but now that he’d heard it to the end, laughter rose in his chest, and he rubbed Dex’s chin with fondness. “Good boy! The fucker deserved it.”
Dex helped himself to more of Hammer’s cake, arching into his touch like an eager puppy. “It’s nice to share things with you. I could always sense that for other people it would be a step too far.”
Hammer shrugged. “Other people are afraid to go all the way with their actions. But not us, hm?” he asked and took a sip from his cup of coffee. Dex grinned, nodding with his mouth full, but the sadness passing over his face earlier came back to Hammer, and he cleared his throat. “I say some nasty things to you when we fuck. Just want to make sure you know it’s pretend. I’m not doing it to humiliate you like the douchebags who spread gossip about you. I just get off on the dirty talk and seeing you all messed up.”
Dex nodded, lowering his gaze. “It’s hot. I… feel safe losing control with you. And I am okay being a slut. I just hate it being used against me. But when we’re having sex, and you say that I’m nasty, greedy, that I want dick all the time… that really turns me on. I like how you take charge of things. I’m happy to take the initiative too, and I’m not shy, but I feel really wanted when you go for it.”
Hammer put his free hand on Dex’s thigh and squeezed it as emotion passed through him in a rapid wave. “I really want you,” he whispered, capturing Dex’s gaze. “And you can trust me to keep you safe, whether we’re alone or with other people.”
Dex flashed him a giddy smile. “And the prospect thing… It’s so hot. For it to be my duty, for me to be used by you, but it’s not real, right? The other bikers won’t ask that of me?”
Hammer was certain Dex would have liked the fantasy of being used by a bunch of hot bikers, but sex and work rarely blended well in real life. “If any of them tries, just because you’re gay, tell him I’m gonna break every finger in his gun hand if he touches you.”
If Dex had had a tail, he would have wagged it. “Right, you’re the enforcer. Speaking of which. Where do we go from here? How far away is Ryker?”
“Quite far,” Hammer said and opened the maps app on his phone. He’d already put in the coordinates of the cabin where Ryker was staying, according to Lion, but as he analyzed the shortest route, blood drained from his face. “And it’s gonna be a trip down memory lane. We’ll be passing through my hometown.”