Total pages in book: 27
Estimated words: 25920 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 130(@200wpm)___ 104(@250wpm)___ 86(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 25920 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 130(@200wpm)___ 104(@250wpm)___ 86(@300wpm)
“I was an idiot, okay?” I ask as the water cuts and I drop the pipe. “Is that what you want to hear? I didn’t know what the fuck I was talking about because finding my mate has been the best thing to ever happen to me. Aubrey is amazing and every cell in my body is over-the-moon obsessed with her. Okay? I wouldn’t change it for anything.”
“But what if it ends?” Westin asks with a grin.
“Then I’ll die happy knowing that she was in my life, even if it’s for a single day. I won’t have a single regret, just pure happiness and gratitude that I was fortunate enough to have her in my life. Some lives are lived in a moment, and the few moments with her would be the sum total of my life.”
The four guys are silent for a moment after I’m finished and then they all burst out laughing.
“Fuck you guys,” I say as I start to laugh too. “Laugh all you want. Nothing is going to bring me down. I’d rather be wrong and happy than right and miserable.”
“We’re happy for you,” Ethan says as he slaps my shoulder on his way back to the truck. “I knew there was a girl out there for you. I just wasn’t sure if you would let her in. I’m glad you did.”
Rylan and Blake slap my shoulder too as they pass. They’re laughing but I know it’s out of love and that they’re truly happy for me.
Westin walks over when I’m gathering the hose. “Is it as amazing as I think it’s going to be?” he asks in a low voice.
I shake my head and his face drops in disappointment.
“Better,” I tell him. “You have no idea what’s in store for you.”
His blue eyes get that far away look in them as he starts to fantasize about his mate and everything that comes along with it.
“I hope I find her soon,” he says as he takes a deep breath.
“We never know,” I tell him. I don’t want to upset him, but it’s important that he’s prepared for what might be coming. “My girl was in kindergarten when I was your age. I hope you don’t have to wait as long as I did, but if you do, just know that the wait will be worth every minute.”
He thinks about it for a few seconds and then nods, accepting the fact that we have no say over what fate has in store for us.
“I’ll be patient,” he finally says.
I laugh as I slap his back. “No, you won’t.”
“No, I won’t,” he admits with a laugh. “I want her so damn badly.”
“Then I hope you get her.”
“Really?” he asks with a hopeful look on his young face.
“Yeah, because you’ll drive us all fucking nuts until you do.”
Chapter Eleven
Aubrey
I’m flying when I get home from work. I have a new permanent job and I put those bullies in their places. On top of all that, Gwendolyn now has my back as well.
“Carter!” I shout as I rush into the house, excited to tell him the good news. Buddy runs up to me and I’m giving him a good petting when I hear painful grunts coming from the back of the house. It sounds like Carter’s in pain and my heart starts pounding with worry as I sprint down the hall toward the sound.
“Carter!” I shout again as I look from room to room. I finally find him in the bathroom. He’s kneeling on the floor of the shower with his fists in his hair, looking like he’s about to yank his hair out.
My throat tightens when I see him flex his arms and shoulders. He drops his head and lets out a primal roar, sending shivers racing down my spine.
The hot water is beating down on his swollen back and I swear that I see a flash of brown fur sprout from his skin. It’s gone as fast as it appears and I have to force myself to step inside the bathroom.
He whips his head around when he hears my footsteps and I flinch back in surprise when I see his amber eyes flashing a bright golden color. He looks possessed by some kind of monster.
“Carter,” I whisper as I go to him. “Are you okay?”
He turns his head to hide his face, but I don’t want him to hide from me. He’s my mate and I want to see all of him, the good and the monstrous.
I rush over and open the shower door. He slinks away from me, but then seems to settle a little when I touch his jacked shoulder. It looks and feels like it’s twice the size as normal.
“What’s going on?” I whisper in the most soothing voice I can.
He turns to me and the anguish on his face breaks my heart. “My bear…” he says in a low shaky voice that’s full of distress and suffering. I just want to wrap my arms around him and take his pain away, but he keeps flinching away from me whenever I try to get close.