Total pages in book: 171
Estimated words: 170885 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 854(@200wpm)___ 684(@250wpm)___ 570(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 170885 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 854(@200wpm)___ 684(@250wpm)___ 570(@300wpm)
I narrow my eyes as I stare between them. Are they a thing? Or were they?
Good grief. Isn’t she supposed to be his best friend’s sister and barely legal?
But then again, if all the posts he gets tagged in are of any indication, then he’s often caught with both men and women hanging off his arm. And it’s been going on for years.
Not that I went there on purpose…
My thoughts trail off when Ava takes a shot, drawing everyone’s attention.
“What illegal things have you done?” Cecy asks.
“Sorry, bitches, there’s no rule that says I have to explain. Should’ve set that beforehand.”
Remi brings his shot up, then takes it in one go with an “Ahh. Drugs, those nasty little shits.”
“Why aren’t you drinking?” Glyn asks Killian.
“Because I’m not admitting to doing anything illegal. My father and grandfather are lawyers, thank you very much.”
“That’s not how it works.”
“Do you have proof that I committed illegal actions?”
“Ugh, whatever.”
He whispers something in her ear and she goes a bright shade of red. This is a bit uncomfortable to watch, but not as uncomfortable as the presence of the guy I’m trying to pretend isn’t sitting next to Killian.
Who’s still not looking at me.
“Your turn,” she tells her boyfriend.
He pauses, but only for a beat. “Never have I ever been in love.”
Ava takes a shot and I watch her with pity, my fingers trailing over my glass. My poor friend has had the worst love story to ever exist. Not that I believe in that emotion.
After all, love is just an illusion made up by empty people who crave companionship.
In reality, it doesn’t exist.
My skin prickles and the feeling of being watched stabs me in the chest.
I lift my head, and for the first time in weeks, my eyes lock with the violent twat who has no business looking at me with…a challenge.
What the hell is that supposed to mean?
The way I saw it, you got hard when you had your eyes on me. Not her.
Those are the words that sent me into an epic loss of control, and for some reason, that foreign feeling is returning again.
My muscles tighten and I snatch a shot, then down it in one go and suppress a wince against the burn.
Nikolai’s eyes explode in a myriad of violent intensity, and rage radiates from him in waves.
It’s suddenly hard to swallow and I have to force down the need to clear my throat.
Unfamiliar anger ripples through me as he continues glaring.
What the hell did he expect?
Why the fuck is he even expecting anything from me?
Glyn raises a shot, but before she can drink it, Killian takes it for her and says, “You’re drunk. I’ll take your shots.”
“I don’t need you to.”
“Swoon.” Annika fawns over them, a stupid grin plastering all over her face.
She’s seventeen and skipped a school year to attend uni this young, right? I know Nikolai is only nineteen—seriously, he’s a kid—but he wouldn’t have done anything with her when she was/is underage, right?
I mean, the age of consent in the UK is sixteen, but they’re Americans. Isn’t it eighteen over there…?
Besides, he wouldn’t have done that to his best friend, right?
My throat constricts, and this time, I have to discreetly clear it against the influx of disgusting nausea.
Right?
“We need to take this game to the next level.” Nikolai holds out a shot and I stare at him, my heart pounding so hard, I think I’ll have a heart attack.
“Never have I ever fucked or experimented with someone of the same sex.” He steals a peek at me and then drinks his shot.
My heart thunders behind my rib cage and my fingers turn clammy around my glass. Breaths whoosh out of my lungs in fractured intervals.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
“Does a kiss count?” Ava asks him, and he nods. Eyes on me.
Stop looking at me.
Just stop.
I think I’m going to throw up in front of everyone and humiliate myself in the worst way possible.
“Well, screw it.” Ava takes the shot.
Remi gasps like a drama king. “This bitch is really looking to get herself killed tonight.”
Killian raises a shot and Glyn watches him with a questioning gaze.
“Don’t look like you’ll faint, little rabbit. Do you really believe all those kinks were done with only women? I used to experiment a lot.”
As he drinks, she also picks up a shot and takes it in one go.
What…? My sister did what…?
“Don’t look surprised, Killer. I used to experiment a lot, too.”
I release a breath. Okay, so that was a lie to mess with Killian. She would’ve told me if that were the case. We’re close.
I think.
At least, I hope we are.
“No one else?” Nikolai toys with his empty shot glass, shooting a provocative look in my direction.
I stare at Remi and Ava bickering, then at my feet, and my focus stays there. Looking at the ink swallowing my shoes.