Total pages in book: 191
Estimated words: 182070 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 910(@200wpm)___ 728(@250wpm)___ 607(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 182070 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 910(@200wpm)___ 728(@250wpm)___ 607(@300wpm)
And slowly but surely, those views went up and up and up over the years.
I wasn’t an Emeril or a Rachel, but I was a Bianca. A Lazy Baker. The Lazy Baker.
I had gone from posting a video whenever I felt like it, to a video a week, and after time, to two a week. I had done it for fun until I’d finally started to see it as a business, which was a stupid decision I realized years later because I could’ve been making some serious money. It was a potential future. My future. A bright one that I enjoyed doing despite the drawbacks.
Then my dickwad of an ex had tried to take it away from me.
But it was still mine.
Maybe I wasn’t in the ideal situation I wanted to be yet—thanks to all his bullshit—but I was trudging ahead, slowly but surely. With plan B, plan C, and plan D. And none of that meant I got to take time off with my finger up my butt. Plan B, plan C, and plan D were waiting for me.
And I was finally going on vacation to Disney World because I was taking myself there.
Plan B: have a better website. (I hadn’t decided some minor details on the layout yet.)
Plan C: release a cookbook. (I had more than half the recipes I planned on sharing done.)
Plan D: branch out into more than just posting videos online. (But this was the scariest plan and the one I wasn’t so sure I was brave enough to go after.)
There were more plans, but for now, those were the most important.
I was going to do this, for me.
Yet… none of that mattered in that moment while I was busy.
Busy listening to this butthole of a human being.
Gunner knocked on the counter eventually when neither one of us said a word to him, and I hoped he knew we were both calling him an asshole in our heads. It wasn’t like we didn’t do what we were paid for. We did. It had literally been two minutes of checking out a big butt while we hadn’t been busy. I’d bet he checked it out too every time that guy walked by.
On top of that, I knew for a fact Gunner hung out in his office and played Tetris. I’d gone in there twice early on while he’d been in the bathroom and spotted his computer screen. Hypocrite.
“Get back to work,” he had the nerve to call out over his shoulder as he walked away like he hadn’t just spent five solid minutes trying to kick us in the ass with his words.
“God, I fucking hate him,” Deepa muttered when he disappeared through the rows of machines.
I kept watching to make sure he didn’t come back into view. “I hope he steps on a Lego.”
She snorted, and I grinned at the girl a few years younger than me. “I started working on my resume like you said. I’m going to email a couple more of those businesses we found. Fingers crossed.”
“Good. Before we quit, we can sprinkle a bunch of Legos all over his office and pray for the best,” I told her quietly.
We both snickered, and she went back to work a second later when a gym member came up to the counter and requested a drink.
Irritated, I slipped my hand under my keyboard and pulled my cell out. There was a message. But it wasn’t Connie’s name that appeared on my screen.
There was a text from a number I didn’t recognize. From half an hour ago, apparently. I made sure Gunner wasn’t around and then unlocked the screen and read it.
512-555-0199: Hey
O-kay.
I didn’t reply. But when my phone vibrated five minutes later when I still wasn’t busy, I took another peek. There was another message from the same number.
512-555-0199: You ignoring me?
Ignoring? I texted the number back.
Me: New phone, who dis?
Thirty seconds later a reply came in.
512-555-0199: Snack pack
Snack Pack?
Zac?
It had been three days since Boogie had picked me up and we’d gone out to eat. Three days since I’d been living with the regret of not being very nice to my old friend when he’d tried to ask about my life. And two whole days since I’d scrolled through his Picturegram account while sitting on the toilet.
It wasn’t like I didn’t follow Zac online and hadn’t been following him for years. I saw all of his posts. But I’d still scrolled and lingered over some of his pictures, especially the ones where he carefully cropped out whatever woman was sitting beside him. It was always obvious. It wasn’t any of my business, and 99 percent of the time, it didn’t twist up my stomach like it had back when I’d been a kid who had been in love with the last person in the world she could ever have a shot with for a million different reasons.