Total pages in book: 70
Estimated words: 66863 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 334(@200wpm)___ 267(@250wpm)___ 223(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 66863 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 334(@200wpm)___ 267(@250wpm)___ 223(@300wpm)
Damned if the name didn’t make my insides tremble. If it didn’t make me feel like I was soaring.
I did want that. Tomorrow might be different but, right now, in this moment, as I was on my knees for him, there was nothing in the world I wanted more than to be a good cocksucker for Kieran.
“Tell me. Tell me you want to be a good cocksucker for me.”
I looked up at him, with the head of his erection in my mouth, before I pulled off to say, “I want to be a good cocksucker for you.”
“Good boy,” he told me and my pulse sky-rocketed.
Yes, yes, yes! I was a good boy…his good boy.
“Go on.” He pushed on my head. “Suck me the way I want to be sucked. Because taking care of me, takes care of you, doesn’t it? As long as we’re playing, as long as you’re mine, I’ll always take care of my boy.”
Take care of my boy… As long as you’re mine… I’d never totally belonged anywhere but when Kieran spoke, I felt like I fit. As though I would belong to him in a way I so desired.
So, I did it. I took him as deep as I could, until the head of his cock hit the back of my throat, making me gag. Kieran’s hand was still in my hair though. He didn’t let me up. He wasn’t rough with me but he wasn’t allowing me to back away either.
I swallowed around him, tried to take him deep again but my gag reflex made me pull off. He let me for a moment and then said, “Relax. Trust me, Jared. Swallow around the head. I won’t give you more than you can handle but I will test you. You stay still and let Daddy fuck your mouth.”
He held my head then, and thrust his hips. His cock hit the back of my throat but he didn’t let up on me, just kept with the strong, slow pumps into my mouth. My eyes began to water but he still didn’t stop. He wiped the tears with this thumbs and said, “You’re so beautiful like this. Shhh. I’ll take care of you. You’ll be okay.”
Those words somehow made my body relax, made all the thoughts in my head begin to disappear until nothing was left except for the pleasure…the satisfaction I got from taking care of his needs. From being his cocksucker. From being his boy.
My throat muscles began to relax as he fucked. I took him deep each time. The gagging slowed down. It was as though I was in a fog. There was nothing in the world but me and Kieran. Nothing more than this moment. Our pleasure, as I served him. As he gave me this responsibility, this job to be good for him…because then, he would take care of me too, wouldn’t he?
My brain felt like I was out of my body, but in it too. Like this was my life, my purpose, being here for him like this. Giving him control over my body. Trusting him to know what was best for both of us. I was in a haze. Floating. Soaring.
Kieran tensed seconds before my mouth flooded with his thick, creamy cum. I swallowed like I would swallow air. Like I needed it. I craved his salty jizz on my tongue.
Then he was there, rubbing his hand through my short hair and saying, “Shhh. It’s okay. I’m here. I have you. You did very good for me, Jared. Such a good boy. So beautiful in your submission.”
When his fingers brushed my face again, I noticed there was more wetness there. Not because he was fucking my throat, but truly crying. Why was I crying? What the fuck was wrong with me?
“No.” I shook my head. Tried to push him away. I didn’t want this. I didn’t need it.
“Don’t make me punish you. We were doing so well.”
His words somehow relaxed me. My bones melted. My body went lax. I was doing well. I’d done well for him the way I wanted and I couldn’t handle the thought of disappointing him now.
Kieran lifted me and I let him.
It was dark and I couldn’t see but I couldn’t make myself open my eyes.
We were moving…then he was laying me down, telling me to rest. Telling me I was Daddy’s good boy.
And then…nothing.
I was free.
CHAPTER EIGHT
I burrowed myself into the softness of the bed around me. It felt so good, so comfortable, I thought I might sleep for days. Why did my bed feel so different?
“Jared…wake up. I made you something to eat.” Fingers danced across my cheek and my eyes snapped open. The way I’d spent my afternoon with Kieran came flooding back to me—serving him, obeying him, having him call me a cocksucker…enjoying it.