Total pages in book: 91
Estimated words: 88225 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 441(@200wpm)___ 353(@250wpm)___ 294(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 88225 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 441(@200wpm)___ 353(@250wpm)___ 294(@300wpm)
“Yeah, I’m fine,” she says as I begin to massage her shoulders.
I’m so proud of Saga. I thought for sure she was going to fall apart after being served with that bullshit lawsuit. The audacity of that motherfucker.
After making the necessary calls, I made it my business to push all thoughts of the bullshit to the back of my mind so I could focus on Saga and her needs.
We have the next few days off from recording. Though most are single, the guys need to spend time with their families. We’re not machines and I’m not about to treat them as such.
We’ll get it done, but the guys have things to handle just as I need to handle this. Saga’s happiness is a priority for me. I’ve seen the struggles she’s been having. It’s not just about her family.
Saga is adjusting to the reality of who I am and who she’s married to. I should have thought of all this before dragging her to the altar. Although, I wouldn’t change a thing.
I love her more with each day. That’s why I’m giving our marriage all my patience and understanding. For the most part, she’s made all the changes and sacrifices.
The least I can do is remember to pick up a few towels. I’m working on that. It’s not something I do in hotels or on the bus.
However, at home, I have a full staff. As I did while growing up and living with my parents. In some small way, the action brings me the feeling of home.
I shake off my musings and focus on my wife. Her head lulls to the side as she rests in my arms. I dip my head and kiss her neck, feeling some of the tension leave her body.
“You want to talk about it?”
“Talk about what exactly? I’ve been nothing but drama since I’ve entered your life.”
“Don’t go there, baby. You know I don’t see it that way.”
“I thought I would be able to ignore the bullshit. I don’t want to be so pissed about any of it, but I can’t help feeling angry, violated, and so damn disrespected,” she bites out.
“And you have a right to all those emotions. This isn’t right and it shouldn’t be happening, but there are the assholes of the world. They only care about themselves, not how their actions affect others.
“It’s total bullshit, I know, but you can’t allow it to ruin your happiness. That’s the bastard’s objective. He wants to disturb your peace because he can’t shut you down and punish you for not giving in to him and his childish behavior,” I say.
Saga sits up and turns to straddle me. I hate the sadness I see in her eyes. However, it quickly turns to determination.
“I want to forget about it all. My parents, Tom, New York. Anything that doesn’t make me happy like you do, I want to block it all out for tonight,” she says while staring into my eyes.
I nod and drop my gaze to her hardening nipples, pushing at the thin shirt she’s wearing. It’s been too long since I’ve ravaged her body. Between late nights in the studio and the exhaustion, I haven’t been able to give her the attention she needs in that department.
I grasp her by the throat and look down into her eyes. “Are you looking for something like this to take your mind off things?” I say before giving a gentle squeeze and crushing her lips with mine.
“Yes,” she gasps as I start to trail kisses down the side of her neck.
She reaches for my shirt and tugs it up over my head. I return the favor and toss the long shirt she’s been wearing aside. My mouth runs dry when the sheer black bra and pantie set she has on comes into view.
I can see her stiff peaks through the fabric. This must be from her shopping trip. I noticed all the lingerie bags she returned with. I wasn’t able to explore or inquire then, but I plan to explore the scrap of fabric now.
I cup her breasts in my hands as I look into her eyes and squeeze them in my palms. I lick my lips as she releases a moan. She rocks her hips against me as if she can’t wait to have me inside her.
I can’t wait either, but I’m not going to rush this. Her hair falls into her eye, covering it from my view, but I can’t miss the passion and lust emitting from her gaze.
She sucks her bottom lip into her mouth. The way she looks back at me has me rock hard. I’m going to make her come so fucking hard.
“Saga, baby, you’re so fucking gorgeous.”
“Babe,” she whimpers.
I dip my head and capture one of her peaks in my mouth. She laces her fingers into my hair and tightens her grasp. I groan, sucking harder at her sweet, tight bud.