Total pages in book: 37
Estimated words: 33586 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 168(@200wpm)___ 134(@250wpm)___ 112(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 33586 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 168(@200wpm)___ 134(@250wpm)___ 112(@300wpm)
My heart clutched with the realization of all that I held in my arms. How the fuck was I gonna do this? You can start by finding your balls maybe? Yeah easy for you to say, but this shit was way outside the realm of normalcy. Yesterday we were two completely different people. I just spent the last few hours fucking the shit out of someone I had once seen as an almost sister and it blew me the fuck away.
Twenty-four hours ago I was a free man, what you might call a confirmed bachelor. I guarded my freedom like a sentinel and got as far as fuck away from anyone who tried to sabotage that shit. Now here I am running hell bent for leather into this mess with her. But she was worth it.
How cruel would it have been to have never have found this with her? How was it possible that fate had brought her to me all those years ago? That all that came before had been leading up to this? I looked down at her perfect face and tested my heart’s reaction. I tried breathing in everything about the moment. The strong pitter-patter of my heart beneath my chest, the elevation of my breathing, the way I had this insane urge to smile at nothing at all, and most of all the heat. So much heat in that place in my heart where she now lived. I trailed a finger along her cheek, as the love grew raw and wild inside me for her. “Thank you.” I kissed her temple and settled down to think.
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When she’d first started her seduction, and that’s exactly what it was I see that now; when she first started I had fought many inner battles. First was the shock of my reaction to her, the girl who I’d come to see over the years as a little sister. I felt like the biggest bastard for wanting her, fought like fuck not to feel the way I was beginning to. But then my body’s betrayal soon became the least of my worries, as I found myself actually having serious feelings for her, and nothing at all like the brotherly type of before.
I’d tried remembering her, as she had been when we first met, but all I saw was the unhidden beauty, who had somehow kept all that she was hidden so well for so long. I was confused and angry with her for making me feel these things. I didn’t want to want her, didn’t want all the other things she had awakened in me, but in the end there was no fighting what was meant to be.
I’d broken up with the woman I was seeing because there was nothing left there. It seemed that one look at Melanie, and the others had faded away. That had scared the shit out of me at the time. The doubts had plagued me then, what if I was wrong? What if I’d read something that wasn’t even there?
I’d been on the brink of heading to the campus after her just before she came home, because whether or not I had read it wrong, something in me had shifted, some integral part of me was gone for her. Now I have her and the reality was so much better than the dream.
There were still some questions we’d have to face from our loved ones though. I don’t imagine that this new change in our relationship would go over lightly with some. What would they say? I found even as I asked myself that, that I really didn’t give a fuck. I’m sure there’ll be some perverted fucks that might assume that this had been going on all along. As long as they kept that shit away from her it was all good; me they could fuck with all day, I give a fuck. That protective gene was alive and kicking.
I held her closer and smelt her hair as I thought of all the ways my life was about to change. The fact that I am her sole protector and provider is now first and foremost on my mind. There was no fear there, neither was there any at the thought of the child she said she wanted. In the space of a few hours, she had gone from a distant relation to the most precious thing in my world.
“I’m going to love you so hard baby.” I know she probably didn’t hear the words I whispered in her ear, but then again I wasn’t so sure, since she sighed and folded herself into me. I held her as close as was possible, not once worrying about the invasion of my space, which has always been a thing. With her, those things didn’t seem to matter, and now that the heat of lust had burned bright and we had fed each other’s hunger, I let myself relax for the first time in weeks.