Total pages in book: 37
Estimated words: 33586 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 168(@200wpm)___ 134(@250wpm)___ 112(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 33586 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 168(@200wpm)___ 134(@250wpm)___ 112(@300wpm)
I’m more than willing to give her that shit, but later, much later. Like after I’d slaked my lust on her sweet as fuck body until we were both satisfied and had sealed the deal so to speak. She wanted a baby, fuck, and why the fuck was I okay with that shit? Any other woman had so much as even hinted at that particular subject and she would’ve been gone. Not so my little Lolita, she mentioned wanting my seed and my dick started doing handsprings.
I avoided my dad because there was no guilt and I was pretty sure there should be some. I had a lot to think about before the night was over. We’d reached the point of no return even though I hadn’t touched her yet, the die had been cast and she’d put herself in my path. She wanted to bear my seed.
Who would’ve thought that those words would have such an affect on me? I never once gave any thought to such things; they were always for a later time. But now all I can think about is breeding the fuck out of her, especially the fucking it was going to take to get her that way.
I was glad as fuck that she’d found the courage to say what she had, if I’d pushed I probably would’ve had some guilt later on, feeling like I’d taken advantage. This way she had thrown it out there, now I’ll take it from here. Not that I was in the habit of waiting for someone else to make the first move, but this situation was different. There was a lot of shit to consider with this thing that I wouldn’t necessarily have had to deal with in any other scenario. I had more love for her for one than I’ve ever had for another female, felt more of a responsibility.
There was still her schooling and shit to think about. I don’t think our parents would appreciate her leaving school to settle down with me, but if we’re gonna do this, there’s no way she’s going away, fuck that. I’ll just have to find a way to get them on board. I was pretty sure that her happiness was all that they were interested in anyway, and I was more than capable of taking care of her and any kids we might have.
I can’t believe I’m actually sitting here thinking about this shit. Now that the doubts had been cleared up and there were no barriers in the way, I wanted to get shit moving. Fuck, barriers, right on the heels of that thought was another, one that had me leaving my chair in a hurry and going in search of her again. She was talking to one of our family’s many acquaintances when I approached her and took her arm. Lucky for her there wasn’t a swinging dick anywhere in her immediate area, I’m not sure I could’ve taken much more of that shit today.
“Excuse us a minute will you Mrs. James?” I didn’t wait for an answer but pulled her aside and out of earshot. “Are you a virgin?” Don’t ask me why the thought that she might not be pissed me the fuck off. I was nowhere near innocent after all, but I’m honest enough to admit that that shit mattered to me. If that blonde fuck had had her I’d bury his ass in the dunes.
“Of course I am, I’ve always known…” She broke off whatever it was she’d been about to divulge but I had a pretty good idea. How the fuck had she kept that shit hidden so well all these years? I’ll have to ask her later, right now I needed to get out of there before I gave myself away. The thought of all she had waiting for me was suddenly too much, and a room full of people was nowhere for me to be right now.
“I have to go, I’ll come for you later.” I barely restrained myself from touching her in some way, and not for the first time seriously wondered what the fuck she had zapped me with. PDAs are not my thing, but then again, nothing about this shit is the norm for me.
“I can just drive over to your place.” She followed my lead of keeping our voices to a whisper.
“No, we’re gonna do this right. I’ll come pick you up and take you home with me, pack a bag. And Melanie, if you change your mind between now and then it’s not gonna make a difference. I will take you. Stay away from the boy.” I’d given her more than enough chances in the last few days and she’d still kept up her campaign; now it was too late for both of us.
***
I left after a quick goodbye and some half assed excuse to my dad and her mom, who didn’t make much of a deal out of my leaving seeing as how most of the people in attendance were her school friends. I had a bad moment when I remembered the way those assholes had been hanging around her, but that one last peep at her before I left had shown her surrounded by her girls.